Universe, are you there? The Blog

You know... It's really hard to live in the moment . We are haunted by our past experiences, we are haunted by all the endless possibilities of the future — both the terrifying and the good. We end up becoming giant balls of human flesh and anxiety, unable to enjoy living what we are currently living. Unable to see beyond the heartbreaks of our present.  See why this is confusing?  Last year I had a very special asshole person tell me that I was unable to enjoy the good (great!) things I had going in my life because I let myself be consumed by all the stress I had at work. And this changed my life. It wasn't exactly a 180, but it was close to that...  I don't know if you've ever had an experience like this in your life, but basically: I am was in love with this guy. He is was a dream come true in my life. I've had a crush on him from the very first moment I laid my eyes on him. He lived rent free on my mind and heart for a couple of years before we crossed paths ...

Trust.  Trust is a big word. Especially coming from the Universe herself. And I do not know if I have the trust in me to finish this blog post. Just kidding, being a little dramatic, over here. Just for the sake of the narrative!  But, really, trust is a big word. Even though it only has five letters. How many times have I struggled with trust? Oh so many...Not only trusting in the divine process, but trusting others as well. That's why I say trust is a big word. It has so many things attached to it, that it becomes a heavy burden. Even though trusting the Universe, apparently, is the ultimate answer to everything.  (So, okay, let me try to make some sense out of everything I'm saying here. Not sure if its apparent to you, but my mind is racing in every direction possible. And that kinda is why I'm forcing myself to write something. So that my mind calms down a little bit, instead of being a total cokehead. That it isn't.) As I've told you before. I went through a ...

So, to be a total spoiler, the message I got from the Universe to write today's blog post was: Give the Universe a rest, please. It can't keep up. And this message was created by my own inability to seize the moment, live in the present, and all those "OMG I'm so grounded" types of being.  Last year I was feeling way too triggered by social media. Well. Not ALL social media, I still love YouTube, and I do still have a Facebook account. Well, ok, so... I was feeling way too triggered by Instagram. And I felt the need to take a break from it. Pause my account and see how it went.  And I believe you are wondering what does instagram have to do with giving the Universe a rest? I'll get there. I promise.  So, I decided to take a break from it, paused my personal account, and kept on living my life. And it was liveable. Pretty liveable, to be honest. Suddenly I didn't feel like I was missing on anything because I wasn't seeing what I could eventually be m...

I've wondered how I should or could make this process worthy, both for me and for you. I'm talking about this process of starting a blog, even though I'm probably 10 or 20 years late to the party.  And then an idea came to mind: what if I gave you some backstory to some of the messages from the Universe that you can find on the website ?  I opened it up, clicked "Give me a sign", and there it was. A sign from the Universe that starts with "Listen to your heart", and then it randomly talks about it being a Roxette song. So good luck now, getting it out of your head.  Ever since I was a small child, I really loved Pocahontas. I had no idea why, but it spoke to me in a wild way and it stuck with me, somehow. Well, last year I actually decided to re-watch it and it absolutely clicked. Pocahontas' unwillingness to stick to what was envisioned for her life. Grandmother Willow's absolute wisdom not only in that "Listen with your heart" song, b...

 Hi there,  This is the first time I've actually gotten to write down this story and present it to the, well, Universe.  The year of 2021 was a bit of a shock for me. If you're familiar with the concept of tarot cards, and tarot readings, I can completely call my year of 2021 as a Tower Year. Not a tower moment. A tower year. Not to go into too much detail, but I've had several life changing experiences that led me to a path of self discovery, trauma, healing, and... wondering if the Universe had my back.  It was April, and I was struggling with sleeping.  I was constantly anxious. I was dreaming a lot during the few hours I could sleep. I was being constantly woken up at the most random hours during the night... And that April Wednesday night was no exception. I woke up at 4.30am and dragged myself from my bed to my sofa, hoping that a change of scenery would help me. I sat at my sofa and stared out the window. (Despite having had a "terrible" year, I still am ...

This is my first blog post in a very long time. This is my attempt to further the messages from the Universe, in a way that is both relatable and entertaining.  This is my way to make you know that I do not have any privileged connection to the Universe. I just have a way with words and want to use them to make somebody else's life easier than mine has been.  This is my attempt to give back to the Universe, in a way.  This is the start of a very interesting journey.